2004-06-21 End blockquote
I'm sore all over today for no reason whatsoever. I guess I slept funny.
I was going to go shoe shopping today, but I kept missing the buses because I kept spacing off. I need new sandals. Mine broke. Oh well.
Nobody ever thinks twice about interrupting me. I used to be ok with it, but it happened today in a ridiculously rude way and I got a bit peeved. I know I don't speak loudly, but that's still no excuse. At least I stopped talking about nothing in particular whenever I thought no one was listening. It's fun, though. I should start doing it again.
I did this and I'm sorry (but not that sorry):
I'll make it small, anyway.
[my name is]: Joan Victoria Sawyer. I’m a fucking MONARCH (butterfly)
[in the morning i am]: Groggy until I drink coffee.
[love is]: Pretty great and filled with pain and uncertainty. But great.
[i dream about]: Lately, arguing with my loved ones and slapping people.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: His COCK. Probably the face.
[last person u slow danced with]: Man, your hoses.
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: I have a crush on EVERYBOY.
[easiest to talk to]: Everybody’s easy to talk to, if you do it right.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: Yeah, this once, I fell out of this tree and...
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Hmm… Math Kyle, I believe.
[hugged]: My friend Jeff today? Maybe.
[you instant messaged]: Pikamollychannychan!
[you laughed with]: You. Wait, that’s at.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: It’s like a respirator?
[what's your favorite food?]: Hair! Wait. No. NO.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: ur-fruit! It’s the super-fruit of the future! URRR!!
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Depends, do you piss blood afterwards?
[trust others way too easily?]: I have a lot of faith in humanity.
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: Haha… oh jesus, more times than I can count.
[of hearts i have broken?] : Too many. Or not enough.
[of tight friends?] : “Tight?”
[of cd's that i own?] : Neon!
[of scars on my body?] : Too many. Not enough. Who’s to judge?
[of things in my past that i regret?] : I regret very little. Regret’s a terrible thing to have.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: Very little
[i want]: Too much
[i have]: Too much and not enough.
[i wish]: Wishing doesn’t accomplish much, really.
[i hate]: You?
[i miss]: Everyone all the time.
[i fear]:
[i hear]: People tapping away on computers and probably screwing shit up for me to fix later.
[i search]:
[i love]: Too much.
[i care]: But never act
[i always]: Am madly in love with somebody-or-another.
[i dance]: In my sleep.
[i cry]: Quietly enough that no one can hear me.
[i can usually be found]: Staring into space anymore.
[i need]: More love and affection than anyone’s ever willing to give me.
[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: Who hasn’t?
[if so, when and with who]: I think a better question would be “if so, who won?”
[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: What?
[wuss]: You
[daydreamer]: Me
[freak]: The next person that says I’m weird is getting punched in the fucking kidneys, I swear to christ. I’m so sick of hearing that.
[brat]: T-shirt
[sarcastic]: Mine’s too subtle
[angel]: T-shirt
[devil]: T-shirt
[shy]: Not shy, just quiet.
[talkative]: No one can ever really hear me.
[adventurous]: Pretend to be.
[intelligent]: Hallucination
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: I can get along with anybody.
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I’m apparently pretty distant.
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: It’s not a mistake if you learn from it, yeah?
[describe your personality in one word]: Fuzzy
[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Eyes/smile/lips
[person you regret sleeping with]: You. Harrharrharr.
[height]: 5’8”
[a smell that makes you smile]: There’s a few.
[a city you'd like to visit]: Again? Or for new?
[a drink you order most often]: Banana mocha. I’m a caffeine addict, but only because they’re tasty!
[a delicious dessert]: Chocolate. Anything chocolate. I’m a girl.
[you live in a(n)]: Room/apartment/thingamajigger.
[your transportation]: My sore, sore feet (I need new soles. Badly)
[your cologne or perfume]: There’s a few, all fruity and flowery and happypretty
[under your bed or in your closet you hide]: I hide very little.
[something important on your night table]: Alarm clock. Glasses.
8.24pm
