2004-04-23 C'mon shake your ass
Sooo much bullshit. Jesus christ.
Been trying to wrap my head around the whole Tim thing. Can't. He told me how much he missed me and is glad to see me and he's sorry and blahblahblah, but if he really did miss me, he's sure as fuck not acting like it. I've seen him a couple times since Tuesday, but it was all accidental. Just ran into eachother on the street.
So there's been alot of him blowing me off, basically. Which really shouldn't bother me, because I don't want him back after all this bullshit.
But there it is. I'm pissed and a little hurt. Time to do some soul-searching, I guess. Or kick his ass. Either way.
In other news... I'm in desperate need of a new backpack. Mine's been falling apart for awhile, and now it's just... sad. It's a very sad bag. I only have a few more weeks of classes, though. Hrm. Figured out I need one that's at least 12"x12"x4". Cute. It's hard to find a cute messenger bag that's a good size, though.
See, if I could wear a regular backpack, I'd have one already.
Rarr.
My hunt for a roommate for next year took a backseat for most of the month to... well, just about everything. This month's kind of sucked. I found someone who'd be perfect, though. Good friend, great person. The only problem is that he's 37. Which is a little... weird. I can deal with alot of weird, but I'm not entirely certain if I could deal with that sort of weird.
Maybe. Maybe not. I might also just look at efficiencies, though I really want a roommate and don't want to live in a rat cage.
The thing with Jeff (the 37-year-old) is that he really doesn't like living alone, and just hasn't found the right woman yet to settle down with. He just likes being around people all the time.
I dunno. This shit's hard.
Also: The end of the semester sucks.
Catching up also sucks.
Too much stuff sucks.
Good things include:
It's spring! SPRING!Everything's blooming
Everything smells nice
Everyone smells nice
I get to go to a birthday party tomorrow (yay!)
My life is mostly fantastic
Also: I'm a wonderful person, I'm cute, I'm witty, I have a great personality, and I have tits. I deserve better.
Alright.
4.35pm
